i had fallen wif Mr.Wrong..sob3

Hello peopleeeeeee :DD
 Yes I'm back. At last, I got something to talk about and that's why I'm here. Oh well since I'm doing chores now, I don't deal with words much.


Whooops. Please excuse my long introduction and okay, back to the main topic.

When almost everyone around me is busy falling in love, I'm busy adapting my self as a foreveralone-er in this new place (okay not so new) Pathetic much? Well I'm lying. I don't feel alone at all. Well sometimes yes, I miss those moments when I always used to have someone that I can talk to at the end of the day just to complain about my days or anything. I can talk nonsense too, as he didn't mind. Always used to have someone that kept on calling me every night or anytime just to make sure that I'm doing okay and so on. But when I think about those things again and again, I just miss to have someone by my side. Not that I miss that 'someone'. Yeah you know, human, we always need someone.

But I'm aware that I do have Allah. When I'm down, He can hear me. He listens to every single things I say, my doa.

So why do I need to have that someone special or specifically, we (girls) usually call that person as 'boyfriend'? And I already know and able to predict what will happen if I do have one especially at the beginning of the semester like right now. I'm just going to ruin my whole semester. Being me, I just don't understand why do I easily love people with all my heart. It's like I don't 'reserve' any spaces for love towards my own self. And if I do love someone, I tend to forget, which one should be prioritized. I mean, there are lots of other things in my life. Study, family, girlfriends and all. I'm talking based on my previous experience. Or maybe I need another experience to learn more lessons? We shall see how, what will happen next. I can't even predict what will happen in five minutes later so how can I know what will happen throughout this semester, people I'm gonna meet in future.

But for this time being, I date with my books. And I'm happy with it :DD
 Let's stop this overthink-ing and just go with the flow! 


Adored,
Azhar's Daughter ;p